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Yesterday Yearn
27 March
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Personality: As suspected by the many fears he has, Yesterday has a very nervous and timid creature. He is afraid of the littlest thing and because of this, is very reclusive and often keeps to himself. He is almost mentally unstable because of his many phobias, which prevent him from reaching a balanced mind. He is quiet and most of the time, people don't notice he's there. He is very naive and innocent to a point where it's mistaken for stupidity.

Yesterday often has his head in the clouds and doesn't pay much attention to his surroundings, resulting to him being very clumsy. He lives in a sort of dreamworld, a place where he reverts to after a particularly upsetting experience or just when he's by himself. He absolutely hates fighting and often starts crying if it happens. He is quick to burst into tears and easy to startle and sneak up on. He doesn't have any existing anger, not wanting to start something he won't be able to finish.

He often worries about how people think about him and even though he is terrified of people, he is often desperate to please people and will often do whatever they say, making him very loyal.

Y likes to quote books in situations that he thinks is fitting.

Played by sumi_no_ekaki for the_succession Don't own nothing, disclaimer, disclaimer, disclaimer.

Yesterday was born in a small family -- a mother and a father. He lived in the outskirts of Birmingham in a very poor environment. His mother was never home, working two jobs, and his dad was constantly away at his. Around the age of four, his mother died from cancer. At the age of nine, his father died in an accident. So of course, he was shipped away to an orphanage. He started to seclude himself from the others, and they pretty much ignored him. He didn't do very well in classes, nor with families. He was constantly sent back and forth between a foster home and the orphanage because of how 'emotional' he was.

Around the age of ten, the caretakers seemed to notice his intelligence. Yesterday never said much, but he was smart. Too smart for his current living standards. In the end, they sent him off to wammy's House. It was the same as the previous orphanage, he was ignored and no one talked to him. He didn't participate much in the constant competition between the orphans, knowing full well that he was not the best and would not succeed this L. There were others smarter and better, so he really saw no point.

And so, two years later, Yesterday is still at Wammy's House, not improving nor failing. He is just kind of there.

He gained his first phobia (haphephobia - the fear of being touched) at the age of four.

Name: Yestin Clavering
Alias: Yesterday Yearn
Age: 12
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Reluctant bisexual
Habit/Neurosis: He has a problem with fidgeting. Outside of that, he can't stand being touched in any way, shape, or form. (Is also one of his phobias; haphephobia) He also has a numerous amount of phobias, including social phobia, peccatophobia, isolophobia, insectophobia, hypsiphobia, myctophobia, and more. He also quotes books -- a lot. Low blood pressure = not the best thing to wake up.

: Hair: Dark purple, almost black
: Eye Color: Greenish-grey
: Height: 5'3"
: Weight: 102 lbs
: Dress: Yesterday often dresses in clothes that are too large for his body, with sleeves that cover his hands and pants that hang down around his feet. He enjoys hoodies and large sweaters -- anything that can wrap him up fully.
: Other: He sometimes wears large, thick-rimmed glasses because he can't see very well close-up.
: PB: Ritsuka from Loveless

D d_ecay - roommate. a hate-torture-mindfuck relationship but he absolutely adoreslovesobssesses over -- the reason why Y's developing masochistic tendencies
V v_illainy - someone who pretends to be his friend but he doesn't care notice
Obie o_bliterate - doctor. takes care of Y after his meetings with D; fixes him up and makes him all nice and pretty
Miss C c_erestae - admiree. someone Y really idolizes over -- wishes to be brave like her and wants to take her advice; sees her almost like a mother figure
J watch_from_afar - someone he looks up to, one of the very few he's not so shy and weepy around.

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"Look at the ugliness. Yet one has a feeling within one that blinds a man while he loves you. You, with that feeling, blind him, and blind yourself. Then, one day, for no reason, he sees you as ugly as you really are and he is not blind anymore and then you see yourself as ugly as he sees you and you lose your man and your feeling... After a while, when you are as ugly as I am, as ugly as women can be, then, as I say after a while the feeling, the idiotic feeling that you are beautiful, grows slowly in one again. It grows like a cabbage. And then, when the feeling is grown, another man sees you and thinks you are beautiful and it is all to do over."